I have not blogged in a long time, I have been working 9-10 hours a day every day, cant wait for the next two weeks to pass so that I can have some off time before school starts.
I have another ERCP procedure set for August 11th. Hoping this one works, the shunt the surgeon put in last time has worked fine but I want this to be over and done with. I had such a bad infection after the IV last time that it took me about 2 weeks to be able to move my wrist again. I just want to be stone free, it is infuriating to not have a gallbladder and still having bad gallstone problems because they didnt take them all in the gallbladder removal surgery.
I miss my band, I miss having fluid in it. I miss the added help it provided. I am so not doing fine food wise these days. I am actually kind of depressed at the weight that keeps slowly creeping back on. I was half way there and now I am not ugh I am honestly teary eyed just writing this. I want this over so I can start putting some liquid in so I can start getting back on track, sounds bad but I dont think I can loose this weight without my band