weird fill + weirder port

So two days ago I went and saw my doctor for a fill, he tried to bring me to 6 cc, so the fill he put in was 1.5 cc, well that didn´t go so well. After a tiny sip of water I had to have some of it taken back out. He thinks that is weird that my band refuses such big fills considering I was at 6.5 cc before all this gallbladder debacle. So now I am at 5.4 cc and will have another fill when he gets here again in 3 months. I am flat out refusing to have anyone else fill me up after the freakish 6 tries and hell of a lot of pain and bruising that happened last time.

Onto the port, my port used be positioned so that he could just jab that sucker in there no problem, but after my last horror fill with the x-ray my port has not flipped but it is now lying weird so he has to come in at a 45° angle for a fill, he says its OK so I will try and not freak out.

He was also super happy with my progress, I had only gained 4.4 pounds since I saw him last and that was when I was totally unfilled. And these 4.4 pounds are my holiday gain. He was very happy and said he would have estimated about 22 pound gain due to my long no fill and long tiny fill, so I was superbly happy.  YAY me

I am still waiting on two grades, I have passed all my others to my surprise, I was just so happy since I missed out on roughly 5-6+ weeks out of 14 due to my gallbladder crap. So I am super happy with my 60%, 65% and 70% passes I have gotten, now I am just waiting for the last two, I am going to pass one of them just matter of by how much and the other well I dont think I will pass but if I get 50% I will be squeeking so high your going to hear it all the way to where ever you are at hahahaha.

Now onto the new year which is going to be loads better than this year, I will keep at my weight loss, try exercising more (found my electric cord for the bike yay), study harder and work like a lunatic this summer so I can have some money for that confirmation trip to the US we want to take our son on.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS 

Its here!

It has arrived, it is 2.30 pm and Christmas starts in three and a half hours. Cant wait to go over to moms and eat dinner and open the presents. I am having a slight case of holiday spirit loss, but I dont want to go into that on here since some of my family may read it.

Happy holidays, hope you have a wonderful time with your loved ones

8 days, 4 hours and 25 minutes till Christmas

Yup I am counting, icelandic Christmas starts at 6 pm on the 24th. So in 8 days and 6 hours I will be sitting at my moms stuffed after eating our meal and started opening the presents.

I am trying to relax after the exam stress of the last 2-3 weeks. It is not going well, I feel like I should be doing something and it is bugging me. All this stress has increased my blood pressure, I am not to worried as it will go down again when I truly relax. But it also has my shoulders and whole body in knots and that is more annoying.

I also put on 4.4 pounds during exams, not to worry I have lost them all now just 4 days later, guess me drinking the traditional christmas ale (malt soda mixed with orange soda) by the barrel wasn´t helping. That and I and my friend ate 4.4 pounds of chocolate (konfekt oh so good assorted filled chocolate that we only eat during Christmas)

 We put up our Christmas lights and by we I mean my bf

 I couldn´t resist these socks

 I went a lil coo coo during exams

 trying to study and devouring that chocolate you see on the left

 I find lighting lots and lots of candles relaxing

 I was kinda glad sometimes to be stuck inside studying when the weather outside was like this

 I like flavoured lip balm just as much as the next person but these got me wondering if people really use them. Like they even had donut ones.

 My kid and I are going to put together a gingerbread house. He designed it all and now lets just pray that it fits together.

This is the traditional icelandic advent wreath. It has 4 candles, you light one each advent sunday and the first one is 4 sundays before December 24th. They each have a name but I cant remember them right now. I also squeezed my advent calendar in the middle. 

finally done with these exams

and I am exhausted like literally I can barely keep my eyes open. After I publish this then I am going to sleep even though it is 1am. I slept barely 2 hours last night because I was prepping for this organic chemistry exam. I think I failed it but I did my best and considering I was way behind on this course I was pretty much destined to fail. I worked super hard to catch up on all the courses and I think I passed all the others.

Anywhoot, will be here again today/tomorrow whenever I am conscious next.

Miss reading your blogs but I have had no life at all these last two weeks.